Hello my Angel, well thats the Christmas tree down, as far as im concerned thats it over and done with until next year. When u were here we used to keep the tree up for ages but i dont see the point anymore. Its your 11th birthday in 3 weeks, another birthday without you here honey, its just not fair. I love you so much baby, people say that when you lose someone you love it gets easier with time, but thats not true, the longer you have been gone the more i miss you. I wish i could just give u a massive hug and see your lovely smile. One day i will and hopefully that day wont take to long to come. Sweet dreams my gorgeous Ben love you always xxxxxxxxxx